Sometimes it blackens my soul, igniting me to think.
Sometimes my mind will be so perplex, numbing my being.

Two Worlds

Two worlds. I got to make a decision.

But it is terribly hard to swallow with any of the decisions I make.

Oh God, pls pls pls help me...

Dilemma

I have a dilemma that has put so much weight on my soul.

It's about my marriage fate. Preying on my mind like some parasitical virus, multiplying exponentially...

I just wanna the truth so bad.

Death is Kinder

Death is kinder in many ways u can imagine.

Two Colors

There are two colors in my head.

B u r g u n d y & A u b u r n

*And the kitty kat kame kreeping in

False Hope

I was absent-mindedly taking a flower & plucking its petals away
one by one...
Murmuring "He loves me" "He loves me not"...

At last, I came to the last petal. I smiled.
"HE LOVES ME!"

Then I realised I was holding two petals.

Past

I sat and stared at the open space. The birds were chirpping, the air is crisp.
There was abit of a chill, but i can handle it..

I could hear the squirrels in a distance. The sky was turning slightly amber lipstick in color.
I took my time to breathe in & out...in & out...

I imagined catching sight of dolphin's fins as they swam in the soft ocean. The white-cotton candies in the sky were forming shapes.

Then...my vision was clouded by a smoke. A smoke from a chug boat nearby...